i like anime i like jap dramas but i dunno jap i dunno chinese i relied on ENGLISH SUBS i want to watch attention please special episode...that has a chinese subs.0_o oh wow...i m still watching it but i give up n turn to blogging instead to vent my anger...angry with myself for not learning chinese and not even trying to learn jap since i love to watch anything n everything to do with jap.and eat jap food too! attention please   the main actress is so damn cute and funny! i watched sainkoku season 2 for 22 episodies onli!!!!!sobs i want to know the ending.but anyway i did google the plot and i know the ending d.haih but still,i want to see the process to the ending!!!i want to watch all episodes.... pics from sainkoku   please pay attention to all those 'pretty' guys in the anime.hahahaha somehow i still prefer season 1.maybe it's because i m missing a few episodes from season 2.tat does not mean tat season 2 is boring.it is still enjoyable to the certain extent.with me craving for all episodes -_-" health drinks are good for maintaining good health and flushing out toxins etc etc(this may not be true,i jus write wat i heard and knu). so my parents with the best intention in their mind bought flower pollen for me during their vacation in vietnam.it is to be drank with warm/cold water.as i am still studying and far away from their eyes and care,they want me to have the best food and drink aka nutrients possible while still studying.hence flower pollen drink. seriously it is an acquired taste.as my mom is goin about the virtues and taste of flower pollen while stirring the cup of pollen water,my eyes is transmitting to the brain the images tat looks freaking alot like fish food(the pollen).when i drink the solution,i feel like a bee or herbivore or insect...  of course i din look as happy as the pic above but it serves as illustration.i feel like a bee with a sting at my back. As quoted directly from wikipedia,an article titled pollen in human diets.... A variety of producers have started selling pollen for human consumption, often marketed as a healthy food. Like many other foods, pollen contains water, amino acids, proteins, lipids, carbohydrates, minerals, vitamins, enzymes and other micronutrients. Composition depends on plant species collected by bees. Supplements of pollen have been used in a number of treatments, e.g. treatment of anemia, disorders of digestive system, mental disorders like depression, asthenia and alcohol dependence. geng rite? then i found this: bee pollen contains essential fatty acids & amino acids & stimulates production of sexual hormones 0_o click here for more information and recipes of homemade drinks for natural energy booster
conclusion,pollen is apparently very good for ur health.so drink pollen! and i so hate the taste and the drink. on one side i knu it's good and i shud drink (like veggies,i knu i shud eat lots n lots of green veggies) on another side i dun like the taste (ewwwww....) so i was thinking,should i made a concentrated mixture of the pollens and gulp it in one go then quickly wash down the taste with lots of water and let my stomach do the stirring?or should i dilute the pollen until i cannot even taste it? i just made pollen drinking sounds like medicine drinking. must applied the power of positive thinking yes i know we must be positive in life so i am trying to change my take on pharmacy course *crossing fingers at the back* i love biopharm very much i love drug and disease very much i love pharmacy practise very much
healthcare courses are seriously damaging to health oppps i shud say we must be strong in withstanding the challenges thrown to us by pharmacy course.
completely unrelated issues below.beware!
i have been having cravings for seriously bad food since i started sem 5. one my cravings are fattening,disgustingly high-cholesterol,super duper salty,not-good-for-health junk food,with loads of msg which can cause hair to fall out potato chips.yet i m eating like nobody's business.now my list of grocery seems to include two packs of potato chips tat i managed to polish all by myself.i know we should not eat so much salt as it can cause alot of problems later on and yet i managed to add soya sauce to everything i eat!(completely unrelated but this is to explain the extent of my tolerance to saltiness which is terribly high!) then i managed to eat ice-creams at every opportunities i went out.thank god my fridge is not that cold to store ice-cream if not i will be eating ice-cream as supper everyday! people crave real food but i managed to be different by craving for maggie mee...my hair is seriously going to suffer the consequences.i shall say out loud.i love maggie mee very much! spaghetti is my fav food of all time.today i managed to gobble down a big bowl of uz's lovely and tasty cooking of spaghetti.the sauce is made out of mushroom soup,brocolli,chicken ham,onions. yum! yum! yum!after eating,i managed to promptly fall asleep.how bad this can be towards my body?hahahaha but satisfaction and happiness ensured! the most important craving i had since sem 5 started and not yet been satisfied...chili's burger and fries or carl's junior's burger and fries and i want the whole set!!!!please please please give me the opportunities to eat it soon!i don't care how expensive it is now.i want to eat! ~~~~~
after buggings from fruit flies or i wud say someone who couldn't stand them.we tried various methods to disinfect the house. 1)spraying air freshener (very obvious it doesn't work) 2)cleaning the whole house(well not really sure got effect or not...still got flies flying around) 3)lighting mosquitoes' coil(seriously seriously doesn't work and pointless and terribly smelly but it reminded me so much of my grandparent's house)
the onli method that haven been tested is using insect's spray.flies begone! hahahahaha
note:i am used to this since intec due to the misfortune to be living on the second floor whereby the rubbish dump is just one floor directly under the balcony and no matter how much effort u put in to kill/chase away the fruit flies,it still come back like regular visitors along with cockroaches.after a while,i can't be bother with occassional burst of anger while studying by killing them(fruitflies!) with my hand.tat can't be said for cockroaches (still harbour hatred to cockroaches due to bedroom incident ish! they have to be destroyed at every opportunities possible with newspaper!).thank god it's different when i come to imu but sometimes those sneaky pests managed to climb up to 18th floor.shoo!shoo! go invade lower floors...dun go to upper floors.hahahahaha
by being busy week 1 arrive:busy,week 2 pass by in a blink of the eye:due to having too much fun,and week 3 is finishing...(at least spend time with family) since beginning of sem 5,i feel tat my body and soul is draining.hectic-ness!!!not to mention lectures are poisons to our happiness.our subjects are so damn hard that i feel like squeezing the books into pulp and drinking it with the juice just so that i don't have to read it.who can manage to write all these without collapsing halfway????(wait...as youzhuan put in her blog and quoting one lecturer 'the equation is beautiful'....0_o i wan to collapse liao,please find me a bed/pillow so that i don't hurt my edi internally haemorrhaging brain) biopharm is pure torturous.add maths is hard.but i survived.however,when faced with something that managed to combine physic,chem,bio and freaking add maths,i wud rather run now.in essence,i hated biopharm.always will and (i was about to add 'forever will' but but but) hopefully i will 'grow' to 'like' it.>_< crossing fingers.please refer to the above paragraph to knu the extent of hardness of biopharm.yes my brain is slowly leaking blood from all the lectures. drugs and disease is a maze of drugs name and symptoms.there are ALOT of drugs name in the green book and it ain't cute.how the heck they managed to come out with those names?gee they are not the most creative lot.lecturers managed to do 'touch and go' while leaving me baffling at which page they are talking about.i still remember wat a lecturer said, 'u can read the drugs on ur own in ur green book ...' then proceeds to describe the disease...it doesn't help when lt2 are prone to have projector problems and we managed to hav lectures without slides.it's a miracle tat some of us managed to stay awake and pay attention. then come pp.i m beginning to hate the letter p.thank god my name don't have any 'p' in it.enuf said. oh yeah there's a thing called report writing whereby u r suppose to go and do lab report without directions watsoever.shit...i think i accidentally press delete button in my brain for the part that process statistic.the search box in my brain did not register any findings for 'statistic' program tat i learn in sem 2. then journals journals journals!!!!!!!!!0_o(x100000000000000000)  | bizzare | Nov 13, '08 10:19 PM for everyone |
my sleeping pattern is so bizzare that i couldn't even describe it. i slept as late as 3 am yesterday and woke up at 7 am.which means i got 4 hours of sleep.i woke up and just basically could not get back to sleep.amazing!i think i am suffering with a whole new level of insomnia. i could not do my stuff properly as it's still early in the morning.it defies logic to be able to do something with 4 hours of sleep.ok i did do some stuffs but i manage to screw them in one way or another.so to be safe,i decided to numb my mind with senseless tv and hoping that my mind will somehow wake up and decide to give itself a good whack of being so blur. since my mind did just that,i decided to blog. of course holiday is coming to an end.we are going to start sem 5 on monday.horror of the horrors!i can't believe i am in sem 5.(seems like i have been saying that since sem 3) there's so much thing that i haven do yet.procrastination again! *yawns*
will end this with conversation between body and mind 4
conversation between body and mind 4 body:eh,brain,u there?are u awake? brain:*grumpily*ya body:can u pls go back to sleep?i need rest,u knu brain:yes i knu but how could i sleep? body:u r the brain,so think of something lah! brain:fine,i will wake up!!!so there!happy now? body:*slaps its own mouth*
i am bored.feel my brain is oozing out of my ears.need stimulation online and facebook lor. as i stumbled to a blog called malaysian pharmaceutical society blog (from facebook mps group), there are a few links there that caught my eye.when a blog is called the blonde pharmacist or the angry pharmacist,it begs to be clicked on hahahaha.however, it can somehow induces boredom(basicali drugs and disease). so when i started clicking a few sites,automatically i feel the urge to click all and read.i basicali sat in front of my laptop n read n read.i dun even read tat much during exam*rolls eyes*basically all blogs talk about being a pharmacist,the situation they faced in us/uk and the usual drugs with the signs and symptoms. as i continue ploughing through because i have nothing better to do,i read a blog called dispensing with sanity.first i thought this is another blog by another pharmacist in us/uk/aus.however as i continue reading on,he's from malaysia.good.something tat i can identify with.although he tend to rant alot and complained about doctors and management/system (there's another article about dispensing separation but i forgot where i read it),the blog makes a good read.but who doesn't complains?tell me someone who did not complain from the day he/she is born(with exception of saints,monks,holy people),i will go and salute him/her. does reading pharm blogs stimulate brain? aka pharm food for thought (hence my title) i shall not rattle on and continued with.... conversation between brain n body 3 brain:brain is bored dead.D-E-A-D body:hurray!!!!hip hip hurray!!!! brain:hey dun rejoice first,i am still alive lar!but bored to death...ish u all ungrateful ppl.i am the one that keep u all moving.i keep metabolism,chemical pathway (all the bullshit from rang and dale and pharmacology green books) etc etc working.without them,body cannot survive.(obviously very cheong hei) body:*faints*oh no!!!!wat u r not dead ah?how come i duno one? brain:of courselah.tat's bcos u got no brain mah!!!! holiday got nothing to do so been sketching alot lately i draw this when i am changing my phone theme.inspired by the butterfly theme,i draw a butterfly princess...
wish i can come out with a storyline to go with the picture but cannot think of any...
of course the butterflies are not as intricate or complicated.her stare looks like it can penetrate souls...
~bullshitting here~
then another one i got here is the one i plan to put as my profile picture in blogspot.my blogspot current theme is flowery with lots of petals.took pictures of it with my handphone.hence the bad quality but got special effects ^^ sepia tone.look more antique-y ^^
 alot of sakura petals and curly curly lines ^^ cyik~~ What if we don’t have newspaper anymore? News are being broadcasted through television or radio and directly transmitted on the net. It is normal for people to receive news online. It is the fastest way to get information. With all the information at our fingertips, it’s easy to be updated all the time. Imagine...
In the future, newspapers are made obsolete. Every morning instead of turning newspaper pages and getting fingers dirty with all the lead, the humming computer or laptop is turned on. No more rustling sounds of pages turned, just click-click sounds that signals each web page that is being read. Kopitiam no longer provides newspaper to their frequent customers. Instead a brand new laptop sits atop each table opened to the latest news forum or the hippest e-paper that hit the net. Customers order their drinks while browsing the net. As they leisurely enjoyed burning hot or ice cold tea/coffee while being engrossed in the latest story. Normal packets of nasi lemak and mee goring that are wrapped in newspaper are replaced by oil paper. No more reading last year’s news when eating our nation’s best loved food. Suddenly there’s no electricity. It is not surprising as tnb can be very erratic and operate according to a woman’s mood. There’s no electricity to power computers and laptops. Customers grumbled. How do they receive news now? With all the data in my laptop, the need to back up my data is tremendous. Besides putting data in my not-so-trusty hard drive, I rely on my dvd burner in my laptop to burn my data into dvds or cds for safe-keeping. Hence the amount of empty cds and dvds I buy to keep all files, big or small. A program that I always feel reliable and easy to use to help me burn is nero express. It’s easy and fool-proof. Just add relevant files and click a few buttons and there you are, a cd or dvd encrypted with your datas! However, the thing that annoy me most is when halfway through burning process, the burning process failed and I am forced to discard my wasted cd or dvd. I cannot burn another set of data into the cd or dvd which had encountered failed burning process. How I try to force my dvd burner to accept that cd or dvd, something will pop up to say that the cd or dvd is empty even though nothing is burned inside ie there are empty folders which equals to something is inside the cd or dvd. So I have to use another new cd or dvd and discard my unused, half-burned-but-didn’t-hold-any-data-inside cd or dvd. This is wasteful with all the preaching of how we should recycle and preserve earth. I am aware of the issue but there’s no proper recycling centre in segamat where I can dispose these unwanted cds. Maybe there are but I am just not sure where and I think it will be very inconvenient for me to go there. I didn’t even know where if there is a recycling place for cds or dvds in kuala lumpur. Am I not aware of the recycling and the earth issue? I am aware. Do I feel the need to do my part? Yes I do. Is it possible to do my part? It is possible but a tad difficult. I have already participated in recycling campaign and sweated over the effort of lugging heavy recyclable stuff to raise money and I know it’s hard work. If there’s something like that going on, I will be happily doing my part to collect all the recyclable stuff in my household to be recycled. Provided there’s someone who come and collect ^^ yes i need to emphasize on positive thinking. my ears won't get chronic inflammation.(said ALOT of times) my ears are going to turn out fine(said ALOT of times)
think i am grossing ppl out.
now back on conversation between mind and body 2 (more like mind and ears) mind:ears,you do not get inflammed,i repeat,you do not get inflamed. ears:i have no idea what you are talking about. mind:i am telling u not to get inflammation!!!!rolls eyes for dramatic effect ears:sorry can't hear u lalala~~ neurons breaking up.i repeat.neurons breaking up. mind:argh!!!! ears:(i just love screwing with mind kekekeke)
note:my ears are not inflammed yet.jus a bit sensitive.touch onli pain.but i accidentally touch it a few times...hope nothing happens.when i got nothing to do,my imagination overreacts.and i just realised i forgot all the process of inflammation d.blank nada canot even remember a single thing.the rough process oso forget.sei loh.so fast meh? my dilemma,multiply is very slow in uploading my pics...why? is it my internet connections? *bash streamyx*
i have been patiently waiting for an hour. *bashing laptop*
now very agitated and sleepy and my ears very sensitive. *bashing anything tat can be bash*
yes i am very irritated.
must change tune now. my mom got binoculars from some event.when she showed me,i wailed,'why oh why u got binoculars.got wat else?' 'digital camera and pendrive' 'i want digital camera!'wails 'someone else got it' 'wat can u do with binocular?' 'oh my colleagues told me,"opposite ur house got house mah?use ur binoculars to see larrrrrrr' *pengsans with laughter*
note:i dun wails...this is for dramatic effect.opposite my house is a road and a very beautiful house that is seldom occupied--->hence my binocular end up no use.only those people can think of those things to do. another note:the binocular is very blur aso lo.no high resolution.canot really see properly. reading thru blogs...yes i multitask ALOT.hahahaha then saw this in sinye's blog
then google www.pravsworld.com http://www.pravsworld.com/new/my_quotes.htm as i couldn't exactly get permission from him...then i just put his link up =) i know referencing!!!
i got a bad feeling the pics doesn't appear with this blog...i am not used to posting with pics...
*updates* yes the pics doesn't appear with this blog.i am not sure how to put pics with blogs. found this also when i am delve further into www.pravsworld.com http://www.pravsworld.com/new/xperience.htm lots n lots of pics.seriously nice! before i go to emo mood...something funny:i tried to type my blog with my home computer's keyboard instead of my laptop's keyboard.then i panicked for a while why there is nothing appearing on the screen.rupa-rupanya miss blur type using desktop's keyboard-_-" hahaha ya i am using my lappie now.not using my house main's dead-slow-cannot-open-facebook computer to online. on kk trip,i forgot to mention goin to handicraft centre and buying pearls pearls lots of pearls and souvenirs!of course the pearls are cultivated pearls.not from sea but it's still pearls!hahahaha mom very happy ^^ of coz dad boa suan(daughter go spend money again) towards emo stuff * * * so i have been goin thru 2007 pics as i am selecting those that i wan to print out.then i think back of the time.how i have change since then.did i grew up to be more mature?maybe,abit.did life teach me a lesson?yes ALOT.i learned that nothing is perfect.not even my life.and i should be grateful for my screwed up life bcos there are still others that are even worst.i treasure friends that stuck to me through thick n thin.they who accept me for who i am. this is something i put on my laptop's backdrop.it helps me throught this journey called LIFE. this world is not perfect.there are problems.but things like happiness and unhappiness are relative.realising this gives you hope.from dalai lama then looking back at cheerleading photos...i still feel the spirit we had on that imu cup finale night.how different it is with this year.we are still juniors and we are so damn high.everybody is high.thirsty for blood.reaching for the top with all our souls. spartans forever!of course imu cup...fond memories.still got imu charity run some more.how i manage sem 2 i din know...tennis tennis however hard we try but we still canot get pass our fourth placing.cry  i still got cheerleading back in 2007.in 2008 i jus got tennis.the disappointment is indescribable.but behind every dark cloud,there is a silver lining.or should i say ironman  very random right???hahahahaha...  | kk trip | Oct 31, '08 3:52 AM for everyone |
this is just random random random.it's been a week since kk trip and my thoughts are slipping from my brain.cue:no exam,no need brain. touch down in airport,went out,no electricity.geng!in fact kk area is experiencing a black out that includes centropoint...hmmm no generator ah? our condominium is so good.clean nice and location-wise,it's basically walking distance to everywhere.interested?we stayed in marina court.beside promenade hotel.just beside,there's one seafood restaurant.however,i didn't go try out.instead we went to a very expensive place called portview.it's very very very de expensive.(i went to another place called gaya seafood restaurant where only locals know as it's in the middle of somewhere,crabs plus prawns plus shells-dunno-wat-its-name plus absolute deliciousness and cost the same) at the waterfront,there a line up of restaurants,bars and 1 club.quiet oops quite a cool place to hang out but it's a bit quiet there...not really alot of people and the price are cheaper compared to kl.very very very attractive to those who jus wants to enjoy a relaxing night with cool sea breeze.according to my father,it used to be very smelly there with lots of rubbishes in the sea.looks like it changed for the better! on the second day we went to climb mt kk!ok not exactly climb first.we went to kaki bukit to rose guest house.like its namesake,there are lots of roses there.we went to poring hot spring and canopy walk.then at night we slept early to get up early to go to the gathering place where we start our climb. climbing mt kk is truly an experience.i can see why my dad climbed mt kk 3 times(though now he said he's getting old and doesn't want to test his muscles).i climbed, paused, take in the scenery, climbed again.it's so breathtaking.all the muscles pain are worth it.it is also there,i experienced my first muscle cramp on the way to the peak.nearly cry with pain.i didn't take lots of photos also bcos of the stupid pain.but i did take in the scenery.the fresh mountain air with thin oxygen which doesn't really help much and just caused me to breathless.or is it my poor stamina?hahaha my sleeping hours got jumbled up up there too.slept at 8am wake up at 2am.then some more got a bunch of people outside making a racket of noise.feel like strangling them with my long john but i got no energy to move an inch.do not put muscle pain medication in cold weather.bad bad bad idea bcos ur whole body is so cold,u can't even sleep.although i don't have muscle pain,the cold cold cold is enough. climbing down time is such a fast experience.by that time,my muscles are sending chemical signals to my brain about lack of oxygen and accumulation of lactic acid.each steps stimulates pain receptors.the entrance of the park where the bus gathers never look so beautiful before... dirty us went back to kk to bath and rest.with jason in tow,we went to eat seafood!thanks alot jason!finishing off the night with a drink at the waterfront. the early next morning,we went to manukan and sapi island.for those who don't want to go mountain climbing,this cannot be missed.the water is so clear and the beaches are so beautiful.i think it's the combination of small small islands that make the scenery so pretty.our guide are so good to give us tips and guides where to snorkell.of course those who snorkell are those who are so crazy they don't even feel the pain of climbing mt kk. that's all i remember for the first 5 days. the next 3 days,i have been eating seafood non-stop.everytime my father's friend said let's go makan,sure enough,there will be steamed prawns and crabs on the table.i eat so much crab/prawn that i feel like a crab/prawn myself.hahahahaha in fact i go vege for the next two days in my relative's house in keningau.not exactly vegan,coz i ate wantan mee with scrumptious dumplings and super duper soft duck meat in one coffee shop.deliciousness!went there for breakfast the next 2 days.hahahaha another thing i love about sabah is their lemon tea.they put 5 freakin slices of lemon(real yellow lemon.not limau mind you).heavenly~~where can u find that in peninsular malaysia? oh and the road from kk to keningau are very scenic also!feasting my eyes but unfortunately car sickness took over with mind-boogling effect(ie closing eyes trying to think of something else). everything is fine.not final.(jason mraz) totali understand that statement.how often did we come across something we really really really like but in the end change our mind towards it?worst,came to loathe it. i am afraid making purchases eg clothes that makes me regret for wasting money and not wearing it bcos i hate it as soon as i brought it home.then what about those times when i listen to a song which i enjoyed for a short period of time but end up collecting dust when new songs came about?i used to read sense and sensibility,pride and prejudice but in the end,it stayed at the bottom of my book rack with cobwebs and other mementoes.how bout accessories that i never got to use or wear?money wasted oh the heartache. of course there are some things that you just love forever.i never grew tired of my speed album.i even went to the extent of listening to their songs on youtube bcos i didn't bring it to kl.i love to reread harry potter books whenever i am back in sgmt.though i remember the storyline clearly but it's the small details that i enjoyed most.tshirt that i wear again and again just becos it's so comfy and suits me well.my mom used to tell me that i love to watch little mermaid over n over again.i jus din grow sick of tat movie even now. just my random thoughts... the truth is ... i haven recover to my pre exam time body. my body still manage to sleep early and wake up early (that is so not me k?)
how can a person be sleepy before 11 am???? i am amazed by my body's capabilities...
somebody told me if i learned ballet before... sadly no i m not musically inclined either.however i got long fingers 0_o does it mean i need to know how to play piano?
it's terribly hot once i got back to semenanjung malaysia.from wet wet wet sabah,i got myself wishing for rain back in segamat.
mr sun is not my friend. i don't like sun.i don't mind being sun burn but it's the heatiness that got into my body after mr sun had its way.i don't want to be sick for holidays.no thank you very much. in fact as i am typing this,it looks like it's goin to rain outside but still haven rain.if it's goin to rain,i hav to make a mad dash outside to collect my clothes which is still drying. however i need to thank mr sun for drying my clothes...now i love mr sun *rolls eyes* yes sometimes i cannot make up my mind.
but do you know that from mr sun, there are harmful rays that can cause skin cancer?so people who want to sunbathe,please please please put alot of sun lotion.as high spf as possible.however i heard from a friend of mine (girl talk) it doesn't matter how much spf u hav,it's the plus sign u have to look out for.the more plus signs,the better it is.how does it had any different,i don't know but i lazy to google.
complains galore now.you are warned! * * * * * my wisdom TEETH are giving me trouble again.i think it's all the crabs n prawns i ate in sabah tat gives me alot of calcium (speculation onli).lo n behold,my partially hidden wisdom teeth got enough energy to push out of my gum to annoy the life out of me.so now my gum is very bengkak and i basicali swallowed my food.i hope i don't get indigestion or appenditis...i should hav pluck it out when i hav the chance.
very de sien hor...very very sibeh de sien so read other people blogs so far i read kk's,rachel's,wenyi's,ken's,xiaxue's,dawn yang's,mayzhee lim's blah blah blah with jason mraz's being the latest i shall end this blog with a sentence from jason mraz's blog everything is fine.not FINAL
i just finish a very strenous,tiring and stressful!and i still survive! really wants to thank those who had been there for me(you know who you are) and most importantly my family!!! love love love u guys muaks*** dd exam is so terrible that i got a headache from sitting for that exam.so me mind thinks chinyik should not go shopping,hence the staying at home and ordering in pizza with my bestie and trying to make sweet-steam-egg dessert (the dessert went well in the end but jus not nice looking.sobs  ) been doing wat the whole day?mind terribly hyperactive...so go read ....deng deng deng ....blogs!i manage to squeeze in at least 5 blogs yesterday,read all their entries..geng ah,i studied aso not tat hiong.then squeeze in another movie,baby mama.it's really really really good and funny. i slept even later than the time when i usually sleeps.now i know that i can wake up later,i happily slept at 2.30 am.mana tau, wake up 8.30am....  a conversation between my mind and my body ensues... body:hey go back to sleep,i very tired lah mind:i am wide awake d!faster wake up.let's do something useful today... body:wat the...i don't want.i want to sleep!!!!waaaa exam so tiring mind:but enough rest d mah,6 hours wor... body:i am still aching!!! mind:we survive on less than 5 hours these past few days body:that time EXAM MAH!now no exam,wake up so early for wat?see sunrise?sunrise over d mind:enough rest d lah...get up! body:unwillingly gets up because ordered by the mind and cannot reject the central nervous stimulation from the brain. i am goin to do stupid things now...maybe transfer photos from hp and upload on facebook body:i want to SLEEP!!! (escapes from the evil clutches of the brain and manage to type 4 words to scream for help) in the view of recent cases of melanin poisoning in babies (kidney stones in babies!!!mata terbeliak),i have not check where my Hershey's choc is made from...after finishing half of my choc,onli i go check (very dangerous loh...often i accidentally eat expired products bcos i eat then onli i check.crazy rite?)luckily i found that it is made in brazil (brazil won't be exporting milk from china rite?it's too far =) )then upon checking other choc products tat i have, Hershey is not produced in China! thank god!
regarding horoscopes,this is my horoscope for the day Virgo: You can't do everything at once, so stop trying! One step at a time. Focus!
since i am abit influence by libra, Libra: Seriously, you have got to stop worrying. Nothing bad is going to happen, except for stressing yourself out. .
for the virgo part, yes i know i have been onlining alot.i have been listening to music while studying.i wan to do everything at once...sobs...no time d...
for libra part,i am laughing my head off at this.hahahahahahaha somebody knus wat i m talking about.WINK after reading pp, my brain is too saturated. nothing else can go in. wat the ... to find a positive side, even though there are 10 more days before eos, to be positive... i google namie amuro's baby don't cry lyrics. (i found out) it has a positive message although it's applied in a different context (love fading away...haha).i always love this song earlier on even though i didn't know the words she is singing (well now i know) Baby don't cry by namie amuroCan you remember that? I remember... I saw you as I was waiting at the crossing I remember your blue T-Shirt (I remember that) Your smile hasn’t changed, it’s been Exactly 3 years (Time goes by) As I was about to call out, someone I didn’t know appeared by your side I looked away, but the sky reflected in my eyes was the same as always Surely people hide their memories as the seasons go by Little by little, like this Until one day when I gather up the tears I’ve cried And they sparkle in the sun Yeah, so baby, don’t be sad Sometimes no matter how much we think about it, we won’t understand It may be cruel, but the road that stretches ahead of us Holds our wishes Even on rainy mornings (Baby don't cry) Even when love is about to fade (Baby don't cry) I won’t leave you on your own (Baby don't cry) Baby don't cry Always stay by your side On sleepless nights I keep tossing and turning And my heart grows forlorn Heaving a deep sigh (Yeah I know) Unable to get rid of the anxiety that’s piled up again Grabbing someone’s hand Trying to make a connection to the tomorrow I can’t see But we’re sure to always have the strength To face the darkness It’s given to us, we don’t choose Take a step with your feet Yeah, so baby, don’t be sad Sometimes no matter how much we think about it, we won’t understand It may be cruel, but the road that stretches ahead of us Holds our wishes Even on rainy mornings (Baby don't cry) Even when love is about to fade (Baby don't cry) I won’t leave you on your own (Baby don't cry) Baby don't cry Always stay by your side There are days (When I lose myself) When the person in the mirror seems like a different person (When I need someone's help) But don’t give up, let me see your smile Hey, how about seizing the way that’ll turn out right? Someday a day will come when you can talk with a smile (Don't cry, cry...) So come on, baby, hold out your hands Believe in the light that shines through the clouds It’ll take away all your worries It’s all OK now Even on distant mornings (Baby don't cry) Even when you lose your love (Baby don't cry) I won’t leave you on your own (Baby don't cry) Baby don't cry Always stay by your side Baby, don't cry anymore (Baby don't cry yeah) It's gon' be alright (It's gon' be alright) Baby, don't cry anymore (Baby, don't cry anymore) You'll see the sunshine (See the shushine) Baby, how much longer? (Baby don't baby don't cry) You've been tryin' alone (You've been tryin' alone) Baby, don't cry anymore (Baby, don't cry anymore) You'll see the sunshine (You'll see the sunshine) it is said that there are an increasing burden of mental ill health according to pp. of course lah!make us study pp.sane person will aso go crazy. i am dedicating another song to the craziness i am feeling now.
Disturbia by rihanna
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum What’s wrong with me? Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Why do I feel like this? Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum I’m going crazy now Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum No more gas in the rig (Can’t even get it started) Nothing heard, nothing said (Can’t even speak about it) All my life on my head (Don’t want to think about it) Feels like I’m going insane Yeah… It’s a thief in the night To come and grab you It can creep up inside you And consume you A disease of the mind It can control you It’s too close for comfort Throw on your break lights We’re in the city of wonder Ain’t gonna play nice Watch out, you might just go under Better think twice Your train of thought will be altered So if you must faulter be wise Your mind is in disturbia It’s like the darkness is the light Disturbia Am I scaring you tonight Your mind is in disturbia Ain’t used to what you like Disturbia Disturbia Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Faded pictures on the wall (It’s like they talkin’ to me) Disconnectin’ your call (Your phone don’t even ring) I gotta get out Or figure this shit out It’s too close for comfort Ohohoh… It’s a thief in the night To come and grab you It can creep up inside you And consume you A disease of the mind It can control you I feel like a monster Ohohoh… Throw on your break lights We’re in the city of wonder (city you like) Ain’t gonna play nice Watch out, you might just go under Better think twice (think twice) Your train of thought will be altered So if you must faulter be wise (be wise) Your mind is in disturbia It’s like the darkness is the light Disturbia Am I scaring you tonight, disturbia Ain’t used to what you like (what you like) Disturbia Disturbia Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Disturbia… Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Release me from this curse, I mean I’m trying to remain tame But I’m struggling You can’t go, go, go I think I’m going to oh, oh, oh Throw on your break lights We’re in the city of wonder Ain’t gonna play nice Watch out, you might just go under Better think twice Your train of thought will be altered So if you must faulter be wise Your mind is in disturbia It’s like the darkness is the light Disturbia Am I scaring you tonight, disturbia Ain’t used to what you like Disturbia Disturbia Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Ohoohhhhh… Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
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